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Cicadas

by Vacation Boys

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1.
People die everyday Standing in their acid rain Rain pours Still flowers bloom Yeah, you sit alone up in your room As you write your poetry I’ll tap my toes to keep the beat Cuz love is love Through and through Whether sunny skies Or midnight blue Love is love Through and through A part of me's A part of you Filling up our grocery carts I call it love You swear it’s art Half the world’s tucked in bed On my chest come rest your head Horror movie marathons On the couch until dawn Cuz love is love Through and through Whether sunny skies Or midnight blue Love is love Through and through A part of me's A part of you I cried and cried Cuz you die first This love, our blessing Now’s my curse Love is love Through and through They bury me Beside you
2.
Don't 04:09
My mom says I’m looking better My friends say that I seem swell My shrink thinks I’m improving At least for someone who went through hell I threw out all my paintings Cuz they only made me blue Now I’m painting different boys And not a single one even looks like you So baby, baby Don’t beat yourself up Please I swear I’m just as happy as can be No more of your silly games And my mind no longer chants your name And baby, baby, please, my baby Just one more thing Don’t believe a word I say Don’t believe a word I say Don’t believe a single goddamn word I say I miss you everyday I sleep so sound without you I can barely remember your voice I eat breakfast with my sisters And never, ever wonder if I made the right choice So baby, baby Don’t beat yourself up Please I swear I’m just as happy as can be No more of your silly games And my mind no longer chants your name And baby, baby, please, my baby Just one more thing Don’t believe a word I say Don’t believe a word I say Don’t believe a single goddamn word I say I miss you everyday I don’t write your name in the margins anymore Your clothes no longer litter my bedroom floor I haven't dreamed about you in quite some time And when my dad asks I say I’m doing just fine So baby, baby Don’t beat yourself up Please I swear I’m just as happy as can be No more of your silly games And my mind no longer chants your name And baby, baby, please, my baby Just one more thing Don’t believe a word I say Don’t believe a word I say Don’t believe a single goddamn word I say I miss you everyday
3.
Child of 24 03:10
You killed me on your birthday took all summer to dig my grave And on the first of August put my casket on the train Hannah picked me up I cried the whole way back home My parents outta town I spend my first night all alone Six months like a century a year a whole lifetime And somehow I'm still desperate to proudly call you mine Do you still live in the city just a block from the L Does it feel the same without me Cuz down here it has been hell I keep, I keep telling myself We haven't closed the door I keep telling myself I'm just a child Of twenty four I missed you most in February missed having my valentine I missed you all through the spring into the summertime Was hoping the sea might cure my dark blue brain Instead it just made me feel so small I went insane Do you still have that job you hate and friends you pretend to love Do you still wear those pitch black jeans that fit you like a glove I keep I keep telling myself That we haven't closed the door I keep telling myself I'm just a child Of twenty four Time to go to bed take my clothes off cut the lights I say a quiet prayer for no dreams of you tonight I hope one day I wake up With a mind all clear of you I hope one day I grow up And I hope that you do too One day I'll be an adult At least that's what I'm told But for now I'm just a child Twenty four years old
4.
Cicadas scream your name Mind goes up in flames Doctors change my meds Fire starts to spread Buzz off all my hair Mosquitos in the air Can't stop getting high And kissing stupid guys Staring in the mirror It couldn't be much clearer Depression, my only friend I swear I'll never love again Cuz baby can’t you see I’m the only one for me I’m the only one for me Baby, can’t you see I’m the only one for me
5.
The way you text and drive is so goddamn reckless The way I get all hot when you straighten my necklace Cuz my brain perceives all the silliest things As confessions of love and wedding rings But I promised myself I would not go blind Cuz I know it ain’t more than just you being kind But now I'm a mess in your passenger seat Confessing my love in the hot July heat I was scared this might happen how could it not? You're so beautiful and sweet To all the boys you’ve caught In your web of perfectly crafted goodwill Right when they the think they’re at the top of your hill That’s when the spider Goes in for the kill That’s when the spider Goes in for the kill I beg for a call from a boy who hates the phone My friends are all drunk I don’t want to be all alone He distracts me with tales of his brand new world Of expensive meals and all the vapid girls I tell him thanks for easing my brain For making me feel like I’m not so insane For he knows just what it’s like to be me But he's escaped out west and now is finally free I was scared this might happen how could it not? You're so beautiful and sweet To all the boys you’ve caught In your web of perfectly crafted goodwill And right when they the think they’re at the top of your hill That’s when the spider Goes in for the kill That’s when the spider Goes in for the kill I wish your company wasn’t my favorite thing I wish I didn’t love the pain from your sharp little fangs I wish each of your eight legs weren’t so fun to watch dance I wish your web didn’t feel just like holding hands I wish your company wasn’t my favorite thing I wish I didn’t love the pain from your sharp little fangs I wish each of your eight legs weren’t so fun to watch dance I wish your web didn’t feel just like holding hands I was scared this might happen, I mean how could it not? You're so beautiful and sweet To all the boys you’ve caught In your web of perfectly crafted goodwill And right when they the think they’re at the top of your hill That’s when the spider Goes in for the kill That’s when the spider Goes in for the kill I was scared this might happen, I mean how could it not? You're so beautiful and sweet To all the boys you’ve caught In your web of perfectly crafted goodwill And right when they the think they’re at the top of your hill That’s when the spider Goes in for the kill That’s when the spider Goes in for the kill

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released December 21, 2018

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Vacation Boys Wilmington, North Carolina

vacation boys are
austin blake mays
matthew marino
& heather jensen

this project has ended but they really hope you enjoy what they made.

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